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I'm finally going back to work today after my accident but I don't think I can survive standing on my feet for 10 hrs so wish me luckkkkkk. lol have a wonderful day ya'll.
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Age

27

Location

Jersey City, NJ

Birthday

March 15
 
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Age

27

Birthday

March 15

Location

Jersey City, NJ

 

About Me

Get graphics at Nackvision.comLES PHASES DE L'AMOUR Les amours ont les phases de la saison comme une robe dans un magasin Dans la jeunesse indisposer aimer bruler Dans la maturite comprendre aimer souffrire Dans la vieillesse gronder aimer picoter Get graphics at Nackvision.com< I enjoy meeting new people and getting to know them. I a friendly person who enjoy talking to anyone willing to talk, in need of an ear, a shoulder to cry or, or simply someone to be silly with and talk about anything. I value people, their cultures and personality, therefore, I have no time for to discriminate, judge, or play favorite according to a persone's religion, race, skin, color, creed, place or origin or whatever. If you're human , or any kind of animal, excluding worms, maggots, snakes, roaches, rats, mice, or any other tiny creepy crawler, we can get along just fine. I like being silly at times, doing spontaneous things, traveling to different places and trying new things. Every place you visit, you bring a piece of that culture back with you. It also help you be more sensitive and tolerant toward other cultures and way of living. Don’t worry about those who have little impact on you, think of those who have impacted your life, and whom you can learn from. I try not to take life too seriously or waste it on the wrong things. I think the greatest tragedy in life would be to wake up one day realizing that you don't have much time left on earth and you've spent all of your life on the wrong people and doing the wrong things. As a result I screen my friends and those I choose to surround myself with carefully and do what I want to make myself happy. If life itself is a tragedy as some see it, why make it another tragedy by wasting it pleasing people you don't care about or who does not care about you? I think it's best that you impress yourself and whatever higher power you believe in. Be who you are around all and do what pleases you even if it means getting criticized. I've learned not to take what people say to heart anyway because in the end I won't have to answer to those who judged me here on earth but rather to God himself. Be happy while you can, smile more, play more and do what is pleasing to you because those you try to impress here won't stand by you when you meet your maker and he won't be too impressed either.

Interests

video games, cooking, computer games, travel, chatting, collecting coins, shopping, reading, writing, listening to music, hanging out with friends, movies, anime and so on

Favorite Movies

THIRTEEN GHOSTS, SCARY MOVIE, SCARY MOVIE 2, SCARY MOVIE 3
RETURN OF THE LIVING DEAD, SHAUN OF THE DEAD, DONNiE DARKO
SPiRiTED AWAY, ONCE WERE WARRIORS, THE LEGEND OF SURiYOTHAi
IRON LADIES, KABHI KHUSHI KABHIE GHAM, RUSH HOUR, RUSH HOUR2
BRIGING DOWN THE HOUSE, MEET THE PARENTS,MEET THE FOCKERS, PRIMAL FEAR, SILENCE OF THE LAMBS, RED DRAGON, TOP GUN, DEAD POET SOCIETY, THE NEW PETER PAN MOVIE, PRINCESS BRIDE, LABRYNTH, GOONIES, SPIDERMAN 1&2, THE ITALIAN JOB, THE CRAFT, AMERICAN HISTORY X, SHREK 1& 2, BRING IT ON, NOT ANOTHER TEEN MOVIE, RAISE YOUR VOICE, DOOM, FINAL FANTASY, SILENT HILL, RESIDENT EVIL, TAMARA.....
 

Favorite TV Shows

Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, House Hunters, Flip That House, Real Sex, Inuyasha, Spongebob Squarepants, The New Detectives, Standford and Son, Xena: Warior Princess, America's Most Wanted, Supernatural, Smallville, Girlfriends, Buy Me, Taboo, Dateline, Mission Hill, Mad TV, South Park, Steel Angel Korumi, The Outer Limits, The Oblongs...........
 

Favorite Books

Haunted Kids, Totally Haunted Kids, Haunted Students, Haunted Animals, Haunted Schools, Haunted Campers, UFO Kids, Spooky Kids, The Haunted Grave Yard, Crimes and Punishment......
 

Favorite Quote

"Never Allow Someone To Be Your Priority
While Allowing Yourself To Be Their Option"

Science may have found a cure for most evils; but it has found no remedy for the worst of them all -- the apathy of human beings.
 

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Can You Read Me? : May 7, 2008

I have spent a great deal of my life trying to read other people and sensing their pain. I could always feel their pain, disappointments in life, failures; past present and future but now as I look at my own face in the mirror and see my own sorrow I wonder who’s reading me. I wonder if anyone can see my own pain or if they even care, after all I wasn’t doing it so much because I cared but rather because in a way it made me feel better about my own disappointments and gave me hope in a world that seems to forget my very existence and is so cruel to me.

I feel trap in my life, I have no way out and the more I scream for help the deeper I sink into despair, no one is around to hear me let along help. I pray and pray but prayers no longer work for me and it becomes a past time fantasy. Life is a joke, my life anyway and there’s nothing I can do about it. The more I think about my existence the more I question it’s significance because I only exist to suffer , and watch the very few around me suffer even greater. My insignificant life seems to be a nuisance than anything else.

I walk around numb and unaware, my tears are my meals and my sorrows my drink. I have no more tears to cry but yet I ache. My heart is broken and so is my will. I can no longer think straight and now even envy the very people I people I once saw as ignorant and shallow. If only I could be as ignorant, life wouldn’t hurt so much, neither would it’s disappoints or let downs.

I it here and wonder how things could have gotten so bad and I still can’t come up with an answer but all I know is that I can’t continue living like this, I can’t keep holding to hope or dreams that will never be, I am discouraged, beaten and defeated. I just need a way out of this mess or this life. Whatever it takes to kill this pain, I have never felt so alone in my life, maybe I’ve never been this alone before, who knows. I wish I could just close my eyes and wake up a different person, in a different body and world. At least I would escape my pain even if temporarily.

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Dec 5, 2008 2:51 PM
 
DO U BELIVE IN LUCK ..???????????BY THE WAY LOVED YR PROFILE PhotobucketPhotobucketPhotobucketPhotobucket C YA SaMoOooOoOooOo...
 
 
 
 
 
Aug 2, 2008 11:30 AM
 
girl friend is back! how are you doing? I have' been around much lately,nice to hear from you. your profile looks awesome i'll be in touch Glitter Graphics
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Jul 27, 2008 12:52 PM
 
dream always make us see life diffrant gives us more hope ..image yr life with out dream not able close yr eyes and hope tomm will be better ...u able to live with out dream ?"wait for yr ans" C yA my little sister SaMoOoOooOo..
 
Jul 16, 2008 3:20 AM
 
when u killed yr self u think its abrave work or A cowardly work.????wait for your answer my little sister C yA SaMoOoOoOoOOoOoO .
 
 
Jul 8, 2008 12:25 AM
 
most hard feeling when u hat your self ..hope u never taste that feeling my sweet little sister PhotobucketPhotobucketPhotobucketPhotobucket CyA SaMoOoOoOoOo.........................................
 
 
Jul 3, 2008 10:59 PM
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May 17, 2008 3:04 AM
 
Thanx babe for the birthday msge....Tek care
 
May 14, 2008 8:58 AM
 
wanna chat let me know
 
May 14, 2008 6:29 AM
 
hey, lets meet on yahoo messenger if u dont mind, my id is adisalaw2006@yahoo.com, catch ya there
 

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